It is official. Today I finished the last of my applications for graduate school applying to University of Montana, University of Wyoming, University of Oregon and of course to University of Iowa. Now it is up to the universe to see where I go from here. On another note, I'm back in Colorado again just waiting. My grandmother is dying in Michigan and my mom wanted me here to help her out and to be close for the funeral. It has been a long time since I have had to deal with death. I find myself failing without any candles to light and too sleepy to cry, magpie dilemma.